Even though I have a degree in communications there are certain things that I have a hard time communicating. One form of communication in particular that I struggle with is the art of saying goodbye. I hate it, I avoid it, and I refuse to give in to the emotions that come with it. So there will be no "goodbyes" here. I will tell you that I'll see you later and maybe give you a little T.T.F.N. (ta ta for now) but I refuse to say goodbye. It's too hard, and it makes me sad, and I don't like to be sad. And besides with blogs, Facebook and email there's no reason to ever have to say goodbye. Some of my friends took me out to a little T.T.F.N. dinner, and I just want them to know how much I love and appreciate them for being sad to see me go. I think everyone should just pretend to be moving to find out how people really feel about them. And there are some days that I wish we were just pretending. But seeing how I've got movers scheduled to pack and move my house all too soon, I think this time it's for real.